February 2010
I can't wait til my hair gets long enough
til I get to that point where I don’t have to style it. Now if I leave it curly, its hit or miss. sometimes it looks good, others like shit. but when its long enough that it hits my tits its generally heavy enough to not get too puffy and look awesome curly all the time. ugh like another year of hairgrowing for me
New month, new goals, new plan
Appartment hunting sucks
Becase I know it’ll be after the summer that i’ll be looking to get a place. so its like any place that i like won’t be still around when i go to move out. but i guess its good for helping me price things and figure it all out.
January 2010
Tumbr Overhaul
Changed my tumblr url. by nothing big. just added another e to the end of my first name. not sure why i did it. could have something to do with that fact im totally paranoid my parents got this url while they we’re fixing my computer. i wanted something totally different but couldn’t think of anything. i know. im so not creative. deleted a lot of blogs i was following too. just ones...
:D
awww josh brought his little java child on the...
i fucking love lost live stream. random fans taping the red carpet shit from far away all sneaky and streaming the episode live? yes please
I plan to sleep all day tomorow.
Some things about my future are clear.
Others are a mess. I think thats why this whole thing is taking such a toll on me. I had this vision in my head for the last few years of how my life was gonna play out. But now its all pretty much blown up.
Ugh my bedroom is so cold
and im just feeling so worn out. sadly not in that way where a few days off and a few days to sleep in is going to help. its more long term then that. im super stressed and things are only about to get ten times more intense. at this point i think im more scared then i am excited. i dont even know if im exctied at all anymore.
but at least i got to spend my night picking out possible future dog...
So I think I'm going to look into ordering the...
13 bucks online. yes please. maybe when im not so broke.
“I was gonna eat but it just took too much effort so i went back to touching...”
– My loving boyfriend.
Well I'm clearly not sleeping tonight.
I don't even want to do hair anymore.